An Unexpected Guest

The womans peppered her with kisses, making her squirm and giggle loudly, she loved the attention she got. It was so different. "Reallly mama?" she grinned as she twisted herself so she could wrap her arms around the womans neck, peppering her cheek with kisses just as the woman did to her neck. Today was a good day, so far. Even if she did have to see someone, she knew the woman loved her... it was silly of her to think she could make the woman mad enough to not want her.

She nodded and giggled at the girl's kisses. They all felt so warm. She just felt so good. Her heart was starting to beat a little faster. She shifted her head and pressed her lips to the girl's. She kissed the girl as deeply as she could. This was bad... She hadn't had this sort of feeling for the girl in a long time. And she just spoke to Alex about it yesterday. She hoped the girl didn't notice anything strange. Maybe she could just fight past it...

The woman shifted and was kissing her, she blinked abit, she wasn't expecting. But truly she never expected it. It just happened, more often then not by the woman. She pressed her lips back against the woman, these feelings always where confusing, she shouldn't be thinking this things. Everything started to tingle again, she wasn't allowed to feel that anymore though.. or do anything about them. She wanted to though.

The girl kissed back. Her cheeks were turning red. Why was this happening? And... and the person who was coming by later today. She shouldn't be doing this. She hated doing this. She had to stop. She broke away from the kiss and held the girl tight. At least she had some self control... a little. She did all she could to keep herself from kissing the girl again. "S-sorry, honey..." The girl would probably be confused. She didn't need this....

The woman stopped the kiss, she apologised, why did this always have to be so confusing!, Vashy stayed quiet as she tried to control herself, her cheeks a hot pink, her entire body was sensitive again, the womans body, the pressure of each point, she closed her eyes. It wasn't fair!, she wasn't supposed to feel these things anymore...

She couldn't say much else. The girl didn't speak, either. She hoped the girl wasn't angry with her. She couldn't tell. She couldn't see the girl's face. She chewed on her lip. Her heart was still beating pretty fast. She wasn't sure what to do. She shut her eyes and started to hum. Maybe things would be okay. The girl hasn't left the bath yet. Then again, the girl's never left the bath in the middle of bathtime. She just didn't know.

The woman started to hum, part of her wanted to cry... this was so not a good time for that. Vashy gave in, pressing into the woman as she hugged her tight... nuzzling into the womans neck as she gave her soft kisses there. "Why is it so bad...", she didn't like it being that way, she mainly whispered it. As low as she could, she wasn't even sure if she wanted an answer.. it was more a statement to her frame of mind then anything else. She just hated having to feel like it was wrong.

The girl seemed a bit better. Not angry with her. That was good. She shrugged a little. The girl was still kissing her neck. "Because we're a momma and daughter. We aren't supposed to kiss that way... Even if feels okay." She hated saying things like this. She really hated limiting what the girl was allowed to do, but she was forced to. If she didn't the girl would probably grow up bad. She held the girl tight to her body. It would be okay.

Vashy sighed, the womans answer was pretty much the same. It was bad, we aren't supposed to do it. "its bad to feel ok about.. " she really did hate it. "how do you stop it feeling ok?", she really didn't like thinking she was bad in any way.. part of her wanted to not care and just do it anyway. The other part wasn't so sure. She didn't want to upset the woman, she nuzzled against the womans neck alittle longer.

She shook her head. "It's okay for it to feel good. But it's not okay to act on those feelings." That was all she could really say. The feelings were fine, but the actions that came from the feelings were bad. "I'm sorry I confused you... Is everything still okay?" She gently started to stroke the girl's hair. She hoped so.

That was more confusing.. it was ok to feel good but bad to do it. She wasn't sure if that ment wanting to do it but not doing it was good or not. She guessed it was, concidering what she had to go on. It was still confusing. "I think so... its hard to understand.." she kissed the womans shoulder and chest lightly befor sitting herself back around, so her back was to the woman. "Everythings ok mama. As long as you don't ever not want me" she smiled, it was all ok. It was completely ok.. well that was a lie. But she would be ok.

She nodded. She continued petting the girl's hair. "I'm sorry I confused you so much." She had a little smile on her lips. The girl was kissing her all over. Her cheeks turned pink and she looked away. "I'll always want you here with me, honey. You're amazing." She shut her eyes and buried her face in the girl's neck, giving it a couple kisses.

The woman apologised again, it seemed to be a reacurring theme, she just needed to understand it better so the woman wasn't so upset all the time about it. She blushed alittle as the woman kissed her neck. She was still sensitive. "Good." she wasn't sure what she could say in response. She just smiled. relaxing in the womans grip.

The girl was alright. She smiled. Good. Things were better. She rubbed the girl's tummy. It was so soft and warm. She gave a couple soft kisses to the girl's shoulder. She was so warm inside. She needed to keep her urges inside. They weren't good. She made a promise to Alex. She just spoke with Alex about it. She was better now. She wondered if she should tell the boy. It would be really difficult. She should probably do it. It would be better that way.

Vashy squirmed during the kisses, she didn't want to tell the woman to stop it. She just wasn't sure what to think about them anymore, they did make her feel warm and cozy. She was probably over thinking it, she sighed abit and layed back into the woman. tilting her head so she could kiss the womans cheek. "Mama.. when is the boy going ?" She was trying to focus on something other then the feelings, the boy was still here, wasn't he?.

The girl was squirming around a bit. She wasn't sure if it was okay or not. She leaned her head back. She guessed she should stop kissing. She was a little confused by the girl's question... oh. Wow. Her eyes widened a bit. She completely forgot he was there. She probably received an email or something from the hospital. She needed to check to see when they're picking him up... "Probably soon, honey. I think today."

The woman said that yesterday.. she knew he was going today. She just didn't know when today. "Ok." she guessed the woman wasn't really sure when. Vashy closed her eyes again and relaxed. The woman stopped kissing her, she smiled, she liked the feeling of the womans body, her fingers lightly traced over the womans arms and down along the womans legs underneath her.

The girl was alright with it. The girl's fingers started to trace along her body. She shivered a little. It tickled. Her hands moved down to the girl's legs and gently started to stroke up and down the girl's outer thigh. She didn't want to touch any other part of the leg. It might become too much. She was happy where she was right now.

The woman seemed to be doing the same thing, she blushed alittle at the feeling, when the womans fingers brushed near her knees she giggled. It tickled alittle there, she continued her own tracing, mimicking it. Opening her eyes to try and look at the woman.

The girl seemed to be rubbing the same part of her leg that she was rubbing. She giggled a little. "Honey, I love you so much and that will never change. I just want you to know that." She shouldn't do anything bad. She needed to hold it bad. She did so well for so long. How was this happening? She needed to have actual 'alone time' more often. Maybe that would help her. Her cheeks turned red. Maybe if the girl fell asleep... no. She could hold it.

"I know... I like it when you tell me though" she was a slightly darker shade of pink now, she needed to hear that from the woman. Even though she knew it, she needed to be told, she needed to be rassured. All the changes made it harder to believe sometimes... between her subconcious and her past influences, it was hard for her to understand any of what was happening most of the time. She knew what it was like to feel loved and she never wanted that taken from her. "I love you too Mama, no matter what"

She nodded. The girl loved her. It did feel good to know. She made a lot of mistakes. She was glad the girl was still okay with her. She moved her hand back to the girl's tummy. She may have brushed over some parts of the girl she shouldn't have. Her cheeks were a dark red. She wondered if the girl noticed. She gently rubbed the girl's tummy. She didn't want to turn out like the girl's original parents. She wanted to be better. She wanted the girl to be able to trust her.

The womans hand brushed over.. she was ok, she just needed to move the hands, she gently wrapped the womans arms around her chest, holding onto them, intertwining her fingers with the womans as she held the hands in place. This was probably safer, it definately felt secure, she giggled abit. Leaning her head so she could place gentle kisses over the womans neck.

The girl held her hands in place. She held the girl's hands. They were so small and cute. The girl was kissing her neck. It felt good. She giggled a lot. The girl was so close to her. She felt like she could stay with the girl for the rest of her life. It was probably a good idea for the girl to move out sometime eventually, she supposed. Maybe... probably.

Vashy couldn't help giggling when the woman did so, it was always nice to hear and it didn't happen often enough for her. She smiled, nuzzling into the woman, continueing her tirade of kisses. She gave a soft nip to the base of the womans neck near her collarbone. Giggling again straight afterwards, resting her head back down on the womans shoulder. She was done for now, all that was left was to relax, untill they decided to actually wash.